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I’ve slept today a total of 12 hours and made myself get up. I’ve got no desire to do anything else around this house. maybe i’ll make myself to laundry later, dunno. I’m glad I don’t have to go to work today or i would’ve had to find some dark place to curl up for a while. I don’t really like feeling so sleep all the time like this! no drive, no energy. sheesh!

dennis took off to work again without picking up his fucking clothes off the floor, sox & underwear on the bathroom floor and jeans & shirt in the middle of the bedroom floor. Too bad i was in bed when he left cuz if i’d seen it, i wouldn’t have let him leave without picking up his damn mess. he’s gotten better about it tho over the last couple years, so there is hope. I just wonder how much longer i’ll need to be the fucking nanny/ mom around these parts. with a kid on the way, i’m never gonna get a break. but i tell you what! this kid, whether it be girl or boy, is going to be taking care of it’s own messes REAL early. oh yeah. it’s going to be taught early to be responsible for it’s own messes. I’m not going to be these moms who let their kids do any ol thing they wish and then spend the whole day cleaning up after them. It’s always pissed me off when i go to someone’s house and see this arrangement with the mom. like she’s supposed to be a maid!? but it’s their own fault for letting it turn out that way cuz i’ve got plenty of little cousins who’ve been taught right and their moms don’t have this problem.

ok, ’nuff ranting. time to go back to bed…. i think i’ll lay down on the couch a while and watch the tube. ciao.

man, why does it take so long for things to sink in.. maybe I just need to sit down for a little while and think about it until it seems real to me. i still can’t beleive i’m married!

Dennis and I got married today. (I’ll post some pictures this week) I drove down to miami to pick up the parental units including grandparental unit and get my hair done. came home, showed them around the house. (they went absolutely nutts with all the citrus fruit and took 3 bags of it with them at the end of the day), introduced them to dennis’ father, got ready, and drove up to west palm beach. 10 minutes into the journey I realized that nobody remembered the rings so we had to turn back. I think this is what started the nervousness for me. MAN, i got nervous. ok, so we get the rings and head back to our destination. we get there only i realize that i forgot my license. oh man, i thought we’d have to turn back again but no we were ok without the id. whew!!

i was so nervous that the rest of what happened at the courthouse was a blur. ok, maybe not completely a blurr, but almost, ;) but it all seemed to go quicker than I expected it would. after daddy and dennis’ dad signed the papers as our two witnesses, they took us into this little room which they use for ceremonies and we took pictures under their cute little matrimony thingy. (not sure what u call it) then a woman came in and had us recite our vows. dennis went first, them me. we exchanged rings, recited even more vows, again dennis went first, we kissed, and VIOLA, we were married. wow, i can’t believe it actually happened. i’m in disbeleif. :-O
I have a husband…. i’m somebody’s wife. OMG! that’s so bazaar. heehee!

ok, so afterwards we all drove back to boca and had linner at macaroni grill. i ordered lobster raviolli. it was scrumptius yum!. everybody else’s dish looked delish too. it was funny cuz my dad kept trying to get everyone else to take a peice of his steak. he thought it was so good he wanted to share but i just don’t like steak very much so i didn’t try it. we all talked, we joked, chatted, played little games on the table using the crayons and paper table clothes. :) daddy was his usual playful self making jokes and stuff. it was cool. after that, we all drove back to my place.

the whole affair probably took six or seven hours..

now that everything is over i’m itching to do something else. i kinda feel giddy and energetic and don’t want to lounge around the rest of the night.. Die another day looks good. i wouldn’t mind seeing that but dennis is pased out in bed so i dunno if we’ll get to see it tonight. we’ll see.

wow…. i’m married.!!.. *gasps* :)

well this afternoon i went out on a quest for a dress. I walked EVERY square inch of coral square mall and found that that’s a bad place to go if you’re looking for formalwear. they have none! so i drive to town center mall and soon realized that I’M FAT! nothing fits me right. it was so depressing. ugh! my body is so fucking dorked up. i’m shaped like a fucking melon. thicker in the middle than anywhere else. i walked every square inch and tried on dozens of dresses and only had one contender so at the end of the day i went back and got it. but not before also getting a girdle so i could fit in the damned thing. sheesh. what a depressing day this was.