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So i decide to look thru my really old bookmarks on my home computer and come accross my ex’s yahoo profile. (I was with this man for 2 years – never knew him to be an exhibitionist..)

Since I broke up with him he’s always claimed to be in love with me and unable to find another woman to get on with his life.. funny, since he’s the one who pushed me away for 2 years making life with him a living hell.. all that aside, he’s been trying to find dates online for ages now, which is great, but Imagine my surprise when I saw he’s resorted to posting a picture of his erect penis online!!

funny, it’s looks smaller than i remember it.. i must have really excited him more than i thought. LOL!

as a friend of mine said today, “i think that boy might need some pills to stabilize the mind”. no doubt about it.

.. they couldn’t tell. isn’t that just so frustrating?!!!

well, they said they could not see a penis, so they could not tell me w/ any amount of certainty that it was a boy, and they could not see labia, so they could not be sure about that either… but the technician said she was “leaning towards it being a girl”. she said it was just too small to tell right now. Then another doctor came in and took a look. he looked between the legs and also said he thought it might be a girl .. but neither are sure.

I’m going to start looking for girl names, but we’ll know for certain after the next level-2 u/s which will be in a month. they said the baby was too small to see the heart very well either. but they did see 4 chambers, that was it. everything else was completely perfect.

so I need to go back in 4 weeks so they can better check out the heart and a couple other parts they couldn’t see. i can’t hardly wait!

i have odd dreams sometimes but last night’s deserves a place in LJ. It was like a horror comedy except really disturbing for me.

I dreamt that scully was a turkey and she was layed up on a table in the living room with her turkey shaped and cooked tummy facing up. She was alive and looking around like nothing was wrong. From the neck up she looked like herself, not a turkey. then, i proceed to cut her turkey stomach in half so i could begin to serve the guests. omg, i was almost done cutting all the way down when i realized that i was killing my dog! i walked away from the table then looked back and she was right side up not but in severe pain and near death. I felt horrible and couldn’t stand to look at her anymore.

i turned to dennis and said, i can’t finish cutting her, you do it. so he walks up to her and does something ( i couldn’t see) I thougth to myself “thank god she must be dead now and out of her misery. thank god for that” So i walk into the kitchen this time and look on the table and i was so surprised to see that what dennis had done was skin her. now she was shaped like a dog again and really happy, but she had no fur and no skin from the neck down. she was standing there in raw red muscle covering her whole body. it was gross.

then i woke up.

how’s that for wacky, huh? i told dennis my dream this morning and, of course, he thought it was hilarious that i dreamt scully was a turkey. I had to give scully an extra hug this morning

I switched doctors and today was my first appt. w/ him. I gotta say I would recommend him to the world. He’s great. Dennis really liked him too.

anyway, he gave me an u/s (ultrasound) and we got to see the baby!!!! I ran around showing everyone at work the pictures. I’m just so amazed how only 6 weeks ago all we could see was a little white blob with no legs, a tail, 2 nubs for arms and a big old head that was half it’s body size. now it’s got arms, legs, a head that looks human. it’s just amazing. we find out in 2 weeks or so what the sex of it is during a level 2 u/s.

too bad umax is charging for their damned scanner drivers or i would be able to scan the pic sooner. i’m giving in and paying for the damned drivers today. hopefully i’ll have the scanner hooked and working by next week. we’ll see.

anyway. just wanted to share the great news!

insert 70′s porn music here

you can imagine how embarassing this can be when we have guests over.
but don’t think that tela is enjoying it despite the look of lust on her face…. after a while it can get old and like most unchallenged women, she will fall asleep mid-thrust ….. ZzZzzz

then 5 minutes after the fun. the pimp will roll over and pass out . little porker!!!