I don’t know what’s going on with me this week… well, i guess i do know… HORMONAL OVERLOAD.! I’ve been in an overall PISSED OFF mood since yesterday but the funny thing is i only feel that way from the moment i set foot at work to the moment i set foot back at my house after work. Then when i get here i just feel sorry for myself and depressed because dennis is at work and i have to be all alone. I’m just so glad noone has really tried to talk to me at work… or maybe they’re lucky, i dunno… On top of that i’ve been SO miserably needy these days. I need dennis for everything especially for emotional support. He’s taking it like a sport, maybe he likes it, i dunno. but after a while i get tired of depending on someone so much. i need him to reassure me i don’t look like a cow, i need him to hug me every 2 hours, i need him to talk to me and just be with me all the time. poor man. LOL god it’s pathetic but really nothing i can do, it’s just the way i feel.
it doesn’t help that my sleep schedule is all fucked up. I can’t help it. I slept today from 6:30pm to 11:30pm and now i’m up… i feel hagard and i could sleep again but i know once my head hits the pillow, heartburn will take over and then it will be 30 minutes worth of tossing and turning till by some miracle of god i fall asleep.. i just really really really hate that 30 minutes of agony. damn! I’m going to be SO happy after this baby is born so my body can get back to normal. I just hope ppd doesn’t come visiting too.
you look gorgeous. *hugs*
Reply to chinasunflwrdamn jen, i had me tripping out at the sight of those lips. :-O u scaring me!
Reply to Tania (digsite)Even though I already told you, I’ll say it again: I think you look very, very cute in your pregnant state. There’s nothing wrong with being needy now and then, especially when you’re pregnant!
Reply to grocerynipplesi know there’s nothing wrong with it… but it gets old after a while, know what i mean? when u get pg u’ll know what i’m talking about. i think. well, truth is some women love being pg, others hate it. for me, it’s no big deal, i’m kinda indifferent except that not feeling 100% 100% of the time can get frustrating. the next 3 months are going to be REALLY trying … even tho i know there’s a baby at the end of the road.
anyway, enough moping. can’t wait till tomorrow when i can go home after work and sleep for 15 hours straight! woohoo!
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