I’m getting lazy, tired, sleepy all the time again. UGH!!!
yesterday after work i crawled into bed at around 6pm. got up at around 11:30pm, back to bed at around 3am. got back up at 7:30am for work. (too late, i know) And i’m tired right now AGAIN! but i gotta work. but i don’t want to cuz i have lazy ass syndrome. :’( I hate feeling this way. I wonder if jada is having a growth spurt and is causing this energy zappage to happen. she was real active last week which is when i was feeling so much better. but yesterday she was a slug (a sign of a growth spurt ..i think). she barely moved. it can’t just be a coincidence that i’m tired again. AND SO MUCH HUNGRIER TOO!
I really hope she’s not growing too fast in there cuz like i said before, she’s already 5 – 5.5 lbs!!! that’s a lot when u consider she’s got another 5 weeks of growing to do!! I hope she has a narrow head like D, and not a big fat one like me! LOL! I have a big head. no standard hat will fit. heh must be why my mother had a csection with me. If she does get too big, i might ask my dr. to “hurry up” the birth or something.
!!!I DON’T! want a c-section!!!
anyway, it’s just me, squeek and new guy jesse at work today. jesse doesn’t have root yet. heck, he’s still getting xp and linux on his workstations, so it’s really just me and squeek but that’s ok cuz it’s slow (for the moment anyway).
what else can i ramble about here…. hm…. i’m hungry. i had breakfast 45 minutes ago but i’m hungry. i’m thinking about having my lunch now. I’m not sure how much i weigh now but it’s got to be in the upper 180’s… lower 190’s.. i think i’ll hit 200 by the time this is all over.
Ok, don’t kill me for saying this, but do u think maybe a little walking would help? It might make u tired at first, but I think in the long run it will give you more energy.
ok, i won’t kill u. I’ll just tell you that depending on I-really-don’t-know-what i can either walk for 2 minutes without having to stop for a breather or for 15 minutes. that’s it.
when dennis and i went to the mall on monday we were walking real slow and i had to stop to sit and rest about 4 times. not counting the times i had to sit down at the maternity clothes store while shopping there. we were only there couple hours. So, no, walking is not good thing most of the time. I think the birth defect i had has something to do with it. Don’t know if u remember but i was born w/ hip displasia. but it was more than that. my hips joints were completely outside the hip sockets. I think that is making this worse since now i’m carying around so much more wieght. i don’t think my hips can take it.
Don’t walk… (well, it’s probably more like “waddling”) around too much. You need to be comfy. hehehe.. 5.5 pounds…. she’s got some growing to do. She’s probably going to be around 8 or so. maybe 9. But that’s good! Well, at least for Jada. I shudder at the thought of birth, and thank God I was born a man so I don’t have to feel that pain…. which reminds me, you should make Dennis walk around with one of those sympathy prego-belly things for men. and if he does, make sure to post a picture too.
I’m very happy for the two of you. Life is beautiful… and I’m sure your daughter will bring a newfound meaning to it for the both of you. Jade was born 8 years ago today *sniffle*… so precious, but it’s scary how quick they grow up. The first yearss go by the quickest, so take pictures of everything.
God I feel old. Geriatric Gian signing off and wishing you the best.
Aww, I’m sorry babe, I didn’t know you were having such problems with SOB (shortness of breath in Nursing lingo:) etc. Nevermind the walks!