Monthly Archive for July, 2003

Finally I can update my LJ

I’m finally able to update LJ! .. i just replied to the replies of my last entry from the 28th too. Dennis is such a laptop hogger, i swear! and i hate asking him to let me use it - even tho it’s mine! and i refuse to use my computer in the garage. MUCH too hot in there for me right now.

anyways, i’ve been up all night. I don’t have a real sleep schedule anymore i just catch some z’s here and there whenever i feel i need it. Jada eats around the clock so I can’t sleep longer than 3 hours at a time anyway. :(
I have been recovering well. I used to have to take 2 percocet every 4 hours for the pain, now i’m down to only 4 pills a day total. that’s pretty good. The baby is doing well too. She had lost 9 ounces on the first day, 4 on the second and a couple more after that totalling a whole pound of lost weight which is not all that unusual but it shocked the nurses that it happened so quickly. so they made me feed her every 2-3 hours even tho she was sleeping which was hard. i’m breastfeeding her so needless to say… the pain… the PAIN! nuff said. Plus all i had to offer was colostrum which is very nutritious but apparently not enough to maintain more of her weight. my milk had not come in until about the 4th day. But on that day, even tho at the weigh-in she was still one pound down, the pediatrician said to feed only on demand and try to stretch feedings as much as possible during the night to help her learn to sleep thru the night. Well, i’m taking half of his advice and feeding only on demand but there is NO way this little girl will let me get away w/ not feeding her immediately after waking up even at night.

she goes anywhere from 1 to 6 hours between feedings. it’s all up to her.

she got her first ’sponge’ bath today. :) she was ok w/ some parts but hated others. like her hair. he cried so hard her face turned blood red…. poor girl. but she just loved getting her back rubbed. LOL!

this mother thing is great but i have the “baby blues” .. i must have cried total of 3 hours today for no “good” reason. just a general feeling of hopelessness and feeling alone. can’t seem to see the bright side of anything, except for my daughter. i love this little girl soooo much. being a mom is still rewarding despite this depression but I hope i get over it soon so i can fully enjoy this time.

Jada is born!

all of u know already .. but gotta add a LJ entry anyway.

on thursday (7/24) i woke up with contractions 30 minutes apart and they lasted all day like that until around 2pm when i took a shower and washed my hair. once i steped out of the shower they suddenly got worse and were 4 to 8 minutes apart. I called my doctor’s office and they said “…uh… yeah.. u need to go to the hospital right away” But i was still sceptical and was not paniced because even tho the contractions were so close together, half of them still felt very light like braxton hicks while others stopped me in my tracks. .. so we took our time gathering our stuff that morning and feeling pretty silly about it too like maybe we were overreacting. but I needed to be sure so off we went at about 3pm.

the ride there made things worse for me and i was in severe pain. we got there at 3:30pm and i was 5cm, 100% effaced. WoW! we were shocked :-O The contractions were definitely not fake.

1 hour later my dr. showed up, broke my water, and announced that i was 7cm. Things were really really moving fast and i was afraid that there wouldn’t be time for an epidural so even tho the pain was not THAT bad, i asked for one. By the time the anesthesiologist showed up I was in major pain. When that epi kicked in i was in heaven. :) I couldn’t feel my legs, couldn’t feel the cxs…. it was great.

2 hours after that, my dr. shows up and dropped the bomb. i was still 7cm and he didn’t think i would have this baby the way i wanted. they inserted an internal monitor for contractions to measure their strength and saw that they were not strong so they gave me pitocin and said he’d give me one hour to see if things progressed. if they didn’t, then i’d have to have a csection. well, they didn’t change, so off to tghe OR i went one hour later and Jada was born at 9:34pm

welp. i was not happy about the section but now that’s it’s all said and done it makes no big difference to me. I’m just happy that Jada came out of it ok and i was ok too. Despite having to recover from a csection, i’m doing pretty good. We’re still adjusting the sleep deprivation part of it. :)

Here’s a link to her pics.
http://jada.beauchea.net/photos/albums.php

Bored out of my mind…

I was thinking about taking early maternity out of here because my dr. keeps saying “oh, u won’t make it to the next appt!” he’s got me nervous now and I think he stripped my membranes on monday too. But even tho the end is supposedly near i could still be pg 3 weeks from now (god forbid!) and if that did happen then i’d have wasted 2-3 weeks of my maternity leave.

..soooo i just keep coming to work and making everyone nervous. maybe i’ll play a prank and throw water down a pant leg and stumble the cubicles holding my crotch and screaming… “she’s coming out.. ahhhhh!!” LOL!!!!

big news today from my ob!

so, for the last 2 weeks, i’ve been 80%, 1cm, and 0 station. (if you don’t know what this means, i’m sorry. it refers to how much my cervix has openned and how low the baby’s head is) but today (brace yourself) i’m 90%, 3cm, +1 station. The doctor thinks i’ll go into labor within the next “24 to 48 hours” that’s what he said. the internal exam hurt like HELL and i’m still bleeding from it now a full 12 hours later!

so, i’m bracing myself now. of course the man is not GOD so he could be wrong. I personally don’t feel like it will happen quite that soon. but he seemed sure that i won’t make it to my next appointment which they scheduled for monday again.

first thing dennis did when we got home was install the carseat. he’s a bit nervous now. :) almost missed the turn on our way back home.. poor guy. don’t really know why i’m so calm. I gotta admit tho the thought of going thru labor is scary as shit. i’m afraid of the amount of pain i’ll experience and the trauma and all that.

so, after the appt a friend from work came over with his wife and baby son for a while. that baby is so cute! only 2 months old. dennis and i were bugging out thinking how we’re going to have one of those around permanently. lol!

then dinner, then passed out in bed until just 45 minutes ago. D’s still snoring, i just can’t sleep anymore right now. hope i don’t fuck up and wear myself out too much for work tomorrow.

up ‘n adam!

my schedule is aaall screwed up now. i sleep from the moment i get home at 4,5pm to 12-ish in the evenings and then i’m up. I begin to feel really sleepy around 6-ish am and if i try to get a few minutes sleep before work, i’m screwed cuz i can’t wake up in time. if i don’t get a few minutes sleep then i’m screwed anyways cuz i pass out at my desk.

IS THERE NO MERCY LEFT ON THIS EARTH FOR ME!!

I’m officialy 38 weeks pg today (saturday) and i’m still getting bigger. my maternity shirts are beginning to be too tight on me …again! I’m as big as a house and moving on to blimp status.

My brain is shrinking!

Pregnancy Shrinks Brain, Ups Transplant Risks

NEW YORK (Reuters) — If a pregnant woman is easily forgetful or has difficulty concentrating, British researchers think they know the reason why — the brain has a tendency to shrink late in pregnancy, suggests a report in New Scientist. And a second report has found that pregnancy may also increase the risk of rejection in women who have had an organ transplant.

It may take up to six months for women to regain the loss in brain size, according to Anita Holdcroft, an anesthetist at the Royal Postgraduate Medical School in London.

Holdcroft and colleagues compared magnetic resonance images (MRI) of 10 healthy women at the end of pregnancy, 6 to 8 weeks after birth, and six months after birth. They observed a “significant” increase in brain size in each case in the period following delivery, according to the article.

The researchers believe the phenomenon may be due to a loss of volume in individual brain cells, rather than in overall number of cells, and it may explain why some women report difficulty concentrating late in pregnancy.

“These are very early findings, but it may be that the two features are linked,” Holdcroft said in the article.

The study was a follow-up to one completed last year involving women with pre-eclampsia — a potentially life-threatening condition in which the face and body swells and blood pressure increases. In that study, researchers assumed that the women’s brains would swell in size, but found just the opposite: the tissue was shrinking.

The new research on healthy women suggests that brain shrinkage may be a normal feature of pregnancy.

A second report in ObGyn News found that a 25-year-old woman who underwent a double-lung transplant suffered a severe reaction when she became pregnant 25 months later.

The woman lost 58% of her lung function and was diagnosed with chronic lung rejection. Pregnancy-related nausea and vomiting stopped the woman from taking enough of the medication that prevents rejection.

And the fetus’s tissue may have triggered an immune reaction that causes rejection, according to Dr. Scott Donaldson of the University of North Carolina. Ultimately the woman had to undergo a surgical abortion because of the complications.

SOURCE: New Scientist (January 11, 1997); ObGyn News (January 1, 1997)