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not much. slow day at work except for doing weekly and monthly sla reports (god, they’re boring and tedious), came home, had mcdonald’s finest cuisine, layed down and watched karate kid on hbo, and now i’m catching up on posts on my fave forum and LJ.

not sure what the f@ck came over me tonight but i started crying for no reason on the couch feeling overwhelmed with this baby. not like i couldn’t handle the responsibility, but like i loved her so much and it all hit me at once like a big cinder block and it was too much emotion to handle.. isn’t that forking weird? who knows what new hormone combinations my body is brewing these days.

anyway, I’m still working on baby laundry. I washed all the used stuff already. last load waiting in the dryer. Her dresser is already full, and i’m already out of baby hangers so there’s no where to put this stuff. I knew 15 hangers wouldn’t be enough. a lot of this used stuff is for 1 year olds. I guess i could just pack them away in a box or something.

the neighbors were setting off fireworks tonight, and the dogs are losing it constantly. they bark at the sky when they see lights out there, if it just a cracker they run around the house barking trying to find where it came from. what jackasses.

not sure what i’m doing tomorrow since dennis has to work (dammit!) I might go to his aunt’s house, I might not, dunno. but if i don’t, then i’ll have to endure another night of the barking nutso dogs. i’m sure there’ll be more fireworks tomorrow than tonight. god help me.