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jada woke up when dennis came home at 1 am. she’s developing one hell of a tempter this little girl and really won’t have anything to do with anything as long as she’s hungry. she stiffens up her whole body and legs and cry till her face swells up and turn bright red. waiting 2 minutes for mom to get things situated is just FAR too long a wait for her! well she got fed, peed all over herself AGAIN during a diaper change, got a change of clean clothes (second one today) and put back to bed into the bassinet in the living room to sleep. i decided to stay out here and sleep on the couch until she woke up again for fear that the move to the bedroom would wake her up again. well i turned the lights off out here at 4?.. and i haven’t been able to sleep on the couch at all. sooo… i’m up, yawning up a storm and staring at the walls in the dark so surfing sounded like a better alternative. i’m going to be dead tomorrow. i wonder when she’s going to wake up again… it’s been 4… now going on 5 hours since the last time she woke up. :/ she loves to scare the shit out of me by making sounds like she’s choking on stuff. …just like she is now… it really sounds like she’s choking on something, but she’s not. she’s gonna make me go grey. lol

i pumped for the first time yesterday. just as a test really. i wanted to see if jada would eat out of a bottle. first off let me say pumping made me feel more like a cow than the 37 pounds i put on during the pregnancy. :-O it’s the oddest thing i’ll ever do to myself i think. well jada made all kinds of “something smells like shit around here” faces and probably only drank half from the bottle over a couple hours of coaxing. we’ll have to try again in a few days.