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someone recently said “when i ask you how things are going you always say ‘oh it’s going fine’ but when i read your LJ, it sounds like you’re ready to send the baby back.LOL well i guess i tend to hang my dirtly laundry out on LJ. (as much as i can without getting in trouble anyway.. i talk about my frustrations ( very sensored tho since so many people might read it ) i can’t dig up the dirt on fam on here. heehee but that’s ok.

anyways being a mom is rewarding. Jada is not an easy baby. not having had any other babies to compare with, i can only ‘compare’ with what i’ve heard, seen w/ baby cousins and have been told and I think Jada is far from laid back and “easy”. she’s high maintenance so far but i find it easier i guess cuz i know what she likes and what she doesn’t and, hell!, she’s my baby so she’ll always be perfect in my eyes anyway.

…. again… i lose where im going with this… too long winded….. i’m probably losing the audience…. ramble ramble ramble… ramble…

OH! Yeah! ok, well anyway she has good days, bad days and i don’t usually come on here and rant and rave about the good days. sooooo… please don’t think i hate motherhood cuz i don’t. I’ve really eased into the role well and I LOVE my baby to death and I love being a mommy to her. :) in general, i’ve never liked kids but this one’s a keeper. of course, cuz she’s perfect and she’s mine. heehee