i don’t know why i’m in such a grumpy mood these days. maybe prolonged pms or something, who knows. But i’m trying to refrain from doing or saying anything nasty to people. Particularly the thoughts running thru my mind about work. I’m bored, and i guess have too much time on my hands to spend thinking about why it is the way it is. all sorts of crazies running thru my mind. but i think i figured it out or at least succeeded in calming down while in the boob room. :)
lets see what the new year brings me.
dennis’ mother said she sent a box with things for jada. that sounds nice but i think she said she sent clothes. last thing this girl needs is clothes. but hey, a gift is a gift and it wouldn’t be right to complain. maybe they are larger size clothes - that wouldn’t be so bad. She also said she sent a Christmas outfit. now THAT’S nice. =) Can’t wait to see it. Now I’ll HAVE to take her to see Santa Claus again and get pictures. a good Santa this time.
Last week I went to Wal-Mart and they were doing free shots with Santa so i went ahead and did it. but i gotta say the picture, the Santa, and the setting was awful. I threw that nasty picture away. Santa looked like a homeless psycho picked up off the street. he had a cough like he had emphysema or something GOD awful expression on his face in the picture. and Jada looked very afraid like she was thinking “.. uh …mommy? why are you putting me on the lap of this derelict?” LOL! the photo was framed in sprite and coke cases. how awful! But after i showed it dennis and we had a good laugh, it went into the trash.
If you are up for the drive, the best Santa in town is at the Gardens mall. He’s the one Adalya had her picture taken with last year (I have a picture on my desk if you want to come see it).
Its a drive but its worth it.
Unfortunatly we’re skipping Santa this year, Adalya’s not quite ready to sit on some one she doesn’t know’s lap.
Reply to squeaky19stranger anxiety? Jada has it and it seems especially doesn’t like people who look like santa.. big beard, funny face. She was able to be OK with the one from walmart cuz she didn’t really get to look at his face.
gardens mall… i’ve never been there.
Reply to Tania (digsite)You should have posted the pic, just for laughs!
Reply to grocerynipplesi’ll see if we still have it in the trash. but i think dennis moved it all outside for the trash folks… i’ll see tonight.
Reply to Tania (digsite)Ever consider it *might* be post-partum depression? It’s pretty normal after having a baby, typically takes about 18 months to get all back to “normal”, however, your mileage may vary. Ack! Hormones! Stress! Holidays! You’ll be OK.
Reply to jeanmarie561nah.. it’s not ppd. i had that. it was really bad for a few weeks.. and then it went away slowly but now it’s completely gone. it wasn’t a pissed off feeling either. just very sad, feeling of despair, and lots of crying. this is like an extended pms. got my af frist one after the baby so i’m probably right.
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