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well, in my quest for organizational bliss I have resorted to scheduling a lot of things. Things I always think to myself “i should have done that” or “damn! i forgot to do that!” or “would be nice if i start doing that”. no matter how minute it may seem, it’s been scheduled. And believe me i still have a ways to go with other bigger tasks that need to be scheduled. (home world)

this is the third alert I’ve gotten from outlook today to “Brush Your Teeth”. I’m not clicking snooze again.. i’m just gonna go do it, dammit. It’s there for a reason. I’m trying to stick a brushing in the middle of the day somehow. anyway…. (for those of you laughing right now… i know i know)

I had a salad today for lunch which left me feeling pretty fucken proud of myself. I didn’t really want a salad but i got one anyway. when i have a craving for one, that doesn’t inspire pride because there’s no will power involved, just want. this was a real battle in my mind and the salad won!! I usually go for the greasy ass subs, fries, chips, etc, etc, etc.. What really helped to decide on a salad was the fat number on the scale when i weighed myself at shipping. 180!!! holy freaken cow! When I first came to work for this fabulous company, i was 135, 140 tops. mike w. wouldn’t recognise me if he saw me. :)

I made a sappy food revelation today. this is great.