Monthly Archive for April, 2004

chain journaling.. what has the world come to?

1. Copy these instructions and the list below into your own LJ.
2. Add your name at the TOP of the list.
3. Include one fact about yourself.
4. Be brief, be honest, don’t worry about being interesting.

- i have an itch in my ass right now
-I talk to inspired_artdog every night before going to sleep.
- I suck my thumb
- My annoying new nickname at work is Britney (don’t ask)
- I am scared of the dark.
- I fantasize often about skipping town.
- I am allergic to Bell Peppers. ;)
- I used to burn myself all the time playing with fire.
- I have size 13 (UK) feet.
- I hate using telephones.
- I wanted a cat as a child.
- There is cough drops and peanut butter on my desk.
- I’m scared of being alone.
- I can’t play the piano
- I never wanted a pony
- motion is my art form
- i love back tickles
- five years ago i almost drowned.
- i hate being locked out.
- i stick my tongue out when i’m concentrating.
- the ocean freaks me out.
- I have a weakness for redheads.
- i wear safety pins to keep me safe.
- I am allergic to Bell Peppers.

if i could create my own schedule…

I’d work for 4 hours in the morning (cuz that seems to be when my work attention span cut off is), go home and do whatever, then work another 4 hours in the evening (from home in my jammies)

t - 15 minutos

working hard…

If I had to think of anything bad about having a baby it would be the smell in her room from the diaper trash can. eeeeewwww!!! I wonder if the smell is what knocks her out for 15 hours a night.

so i’ve been at work for an hour and my body is screaming at me “GET THE FUCK UP AND GET ME SOME COFFEE ALREADY!!” ok ok ok ok .. i’m going i’m going. …sheesh.

usual subject line…. “stuff”

I know I’ve already said this many moons ago but I have a lot more people in my friends list since way back then so I’ll introduce her again… I’d like ya’ll to know my sister is on LJ too and if ya’ll would like to add her to your friends list, that be awesome. she’s and a very cool chick.. :)

ah, lemme not forget dennis ( ) although he rarely logs on LJ at all anyway.

whelp… lemme see what other boring shit i can talk about today. Installed Jada’s new car seat last night and got mawled my a dozen mosquitos in the process. REally, nobody can step a foot outdoors at dusk anymore. Some of my neighbors must have a ton of standing water or something.. oh wait! there’s a canal just 2 streets over so that would explain the elephant sized mosquitos that followed me into my car last night. jeez.

I’m covering for today. I’m told it’s usually VERY quiet and boring on sundays. I really hope so. So far I’ve had to fix a broken plex, and blow away email.. which i’m still doing. DAMN! blowing away email is SO liberating to me… great for relieving stress like going ape shit on a punching bag.

Been thinking about making all my past posts friends only … Ever since I found out that some family members read this who are not on LJ, I’ve started to get nervous. Gotta watch what I say too much for comfort. Since then, I’ve made all new posts friends only. And on the drive to work this morning I asked myself this .. “If I had all of you in a room, would I say the shit I say to ya’ll in LJ in person?” Good question, I’m still not sure of the answer. I think NO, cuz I’m not a very talkative person irl, I actually don’t like talking to people much. makes me anxious if I talk more than a certain amount of time. sigh… I really do need to get outta my shell a little more, though. BUT after some thought I realize that LJ is more like a place where i talk to myself really, and people can listen in on my thoughts if they so choose.. but that’s like opening up my diary to ya’ll.. Well, actually, I say shit in my diary I wouldn’t dream of typing on LJ… anyvays…. whatever.

Ah, another tidbit of boring news. LOL! (why do i think everythign is boring) well, anyway, I took my car to the dealership yesterday morn to get this peice of plastic underneath replaced. It’s been lose and getting caught on everything and drags the ground when i’m in reverse.. I think it’s called the SheildGuard or somthing. It’s just a peice of plastic fastened in the underside of the car to keep debris from getting into your engine and stuff. It fucking cost 100 bucks to do it (108 to be precise) unreal. As i waited, tho, they were having a “new car owner clinic” with free dunkin donuts coffee and donuts so i went. they raffled off a dvd player, which i didn’t get.. but they were nice enough to give the rest of us losers a coupon for a free car wash. I left there and went straight to the car wash where they told me AGAIN. “you need to get it waxed”. It hasn’t been waxed in about 3 years i think. So, basically, i got out of washing it myself again. lol! They did an OK job but not as detailed as if i’d done it myself. I’ll go back and touch up where they missed.. I hate the smell inside tho. what the hell do they spray it with anyway? all car washes do the same shit. it’s not a GOOD smell. Whatever it is, they all use the same scent. I can only desribe it as perfumed baboon ass.

my car is nasty

I haven’t washed my car MYSELF in um…. 5 years. Yeah, you heard me right. I did the math.. and the last time I washed my car was 1999 sometime either February or March which was when I moved out of my grandmother’s house. LOL. I’ve taken it to the car wash from time to time since then but the last time I did that was .. um… let’s see… about 2 years ago.

yes, ladies and gentlemen, my car has not been washed inside nor out in TWO YEARS. So I decided for the trip it would be a good idea to do that. I started by uncluttering the inside and cleared out all the empty cans, baby spit towels, blankets, one of my jackets, bottles, dirty SPOONS, uneaten DOG BISCUITS (lol), leashes, receipts, money from under the seats, hair ties (25 of them!!! so THAT’S where they’ve all gone off to!!!), and other unmentionable crap. I would have tackled the inside with heavy duty cleaner but it started raining and I had to rush Jada back indoors. :( tomorrow is another day…

i hate it when this happens.

I have 5 projects, I have stuff i scheduled on my calendar in my quest to be more organized sending me reminders as i type, even brought paperwork for my cell i need to read and send in, I even have two filing cabinets in my cubicle that could use a spring cleaning, fish tank even… just any number of things I could do right now… YET, I feel bored to fucking death. Why?!! why does that happen? I hate it. I really do. And I really don’t understand it cuz when I’m home, I’m extremely determined to get shit done and i’m a cleaning, organizing, yardworking, super-mom powerhouse. I even login and do work work from home.. And there are days I come to work on a mission and enthusiastic.. but today is not one of those days. I don’t even feel like working on my own site or reading any of my forums. bleh!

honestly, if anyone has a secret to overcoming feelings like this, let me know what it is..