man, i don’t know if many people know but I can be a fucking nutcase when i’m in my own element and act like a total bafoon and shit. well while i was giving jada her dinner i started making “aaaahh” sounds that were downright scary (well i didn’t think they were scary at the time but…) then she started to look at me like she didn’t know who i was and her face was getting more and more scruntched up. well i wasn’t sure why (duh!!!) but after a little bit she stuck her lower lip out, her eyes got gassy and she started to tear up a little all while staring at me as if thinking “oh no, something has posessed my mommy!!”
i thought it was funny and did it a couple more times but it was apparent she didn’t think it was all that funny.
now i feel so guilty. how could i do that to my baby!?! 
i’m so bad (then why am i still laughing?) does this make me a bad mother ? ugh! :’(
haha, no it does not make you a bad mom. What good is parenthood if you cant fuck with the children
Reply to squeaky19lol!
yeah, but they’re the ones who decide to stick us in the nursing home when we’re old.
Reply to Tania (digsite)Thats why you gotta be sure to do it while they’re too young to rememeber :)
Reply to squeaky19No, you’re not a bad mother. You guys are WONDERFUL parents. I think you’re just going a bit nutty because you NEVER tAKE a break. You need to get out for just the two of you!
Reply to grocerynipplesrofl!!
Reply to Tania (digsite)nah… i even hold back around u cuz i can get a little too weird… and jada is still not used ot it.
*sigh*
Reply to Tania (digsite)hehe if you want there is a bad mother forum on here somewhere a friend of mine joined.. It has all kinds of interesting stories lol :)
Reply to whisperkittyDon’t hold out around MEEEEE..dammit….you can be yourself around me. It’s not like i don’t know you or haven’t seen u act weird..crazy girl!
Reply to grocerynipples