why the fuck am i fucking up so fucking late anyfuckingway ? fuck. i’m so fucking tired. shit.
Monthly Archive for February, 2005
Wed
Feb, 23
2005
my pda repair is going to take an eternity
so I have to wait for it to travel around the enire country
Me -> NJ warranty folks
NJ warranty -> hewlett packard
hewlett packard -> NJ warranty
NJ warranty -> Me
guess which leg it’s in.. 
I won’t see it again till at least April I think.
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Tue
Feb, 22
2005
eeesh.. what’s this supposed to mean?
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Your Brain is 40.00% Female, 60.00% Male |
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Logical and detailed, you tend to look at the facts And while your emotions do sway you sometimes… You never like to get feelings too involved |
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Fri
Feb, 18
2005
dang
my po’ widdle pda is “Location: Technician. Reason: In Line” whatever the fuck that means. I picture it in some little plastic bin lined up against a wall with a number slapped on it waiting to be next in line to be taken apart into bits by a fat burly dude with sticky fingers. hang in there, little dude! you’ll soon be coming home to mama!
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Thu
Feb, 17
2005
so…
I read the first 3 pages (on amazon) of this book called “When You Eat at the Refrigerator, Pull Up a Chair “. The pages pretty much just said that the more you restrict yourself those goodies you like so much, the more you end up wanting them. and, in my case, the more i end up eating them and feeling guilty about it which makes me want to eat even more..
I never before tried to put myself on any diets until after having Jada. And now that i’ve been doing that, is the first time I’ve had so much trouble losing any weight when i really wanted to. I don’t think I ever binged before trying to ‘diet’ either. now from time to time i lose all control at night and eat and eat and eat even when i’m not hungry at all. ohboy, i like this book. so i tried it yesterday and last night and just ate whatever i wanted without feeling guilty about it. I had chocolate bar.. a ‘real’ soda, not diet and granted I don’t have a lot of ‘goodies’ at home. I usually just overeat on regular food when i’m not hungry. But this time I actually just didn’t want to eat anything last night and when i did end up having a latte with toast, I didn’t feel guilty!!!~ woooooottt!! And for the first time in AGES I actually woke up hungry as opposed to waking up bloated and full. wow!
it’s amazing how knowing i can have anything i want guilt free, i suddenly don’t want it. and it was so cool to not think about food all freaking night too. Because at night if i’m not eating it, i’m thinking about it.. lol. but anyways… it has only been 24 hours since i tried thinking this way so it’s tough to call it a personal breakthrough but i like the feeling so far. :)
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Wed
Feb, 16
2005
reviews reviews reviews
i thought mine wasn’t going to be all that great considering the shit crap i’ve worked on this year but it wasn’t bad at all. ooorahhhh :) But I feel really outta touch with things at work. I’ve had zero serious projects given to me and as much as I love having no major responsibilities, I think I’d feel better if I had a real sense of accomplishment for a change.
anyways.. i made a crap load of appointments for myself today. dentist and doctor and hair, oh my! I haven’t had my hair relaxed in more than a year and it’s getting to the point that i feel ugly every day. I’ve never cared what i look like so when i start feeling icky, u know its bad. har har… but i gotta get that day off from work! hope i don’t hafta reschedule the damned thing.. also had lost one of my fillings many many many months ago but never did anything about it. (how embarrassing) I hope i didn’t do any major damage by ignoring it. jeez. would suck if i ended up with a root canal or worse, losing my tooth.
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