oh god today is gonna be “one of those” days.. I guess not sleeping enough has something to do with my mood. I got up and showered right away, but i still feel dirty for some reason. I washed my hair yesterday but it feels like i haven’t washed it in a week. All in my head.. I just feel grimy, dirty… lovely. Been dreading work tomorrow for some reason. I’ve made myself go to work when i’ve felt this way before and it’s always a negative for me. i regret going .. I just don’t want to leave the house. ugh..
I sent D out to get me ingredients to a recipe I want to try today. If I hadn’t decided yesterday to do it, I wouldn’t bother but I want to get SOMETHING done at least or my mood will get worse. I have a load in the wash, changed J’s clothes, but something about the state of the house is bothering me. I have paper clutter all over again and the floor is dirty. 
those things aren’t helping my mood. I’ve always been very visual. chaos in my house translates to chaos in my frame of mind… but thing is the house isn’t all that chaotic this time. Maybe if I just threw all the paper clutter into a box where I didn’t have to look at it….
sigh…
I totally believe that in anyone ones home.. how you keep it is how your brain is currently.
Reply to cadetstimpyor vice versa.. alot of times i come home and D’s been less than tidy and i go immediately in a bad mood and start bitching at him until he helps me clean it all up. i can’t relax enough to say hello till that happens. :-\
Reply to Tania (digsite)yup.. its all the effect of enviroment
Reply to cadetstimpyI know how you feel kinda…sometimes I go through periods where I just want to stay inside all day and not go to school or work…Sometimes a little walk outside helps. Especially since its winter, it’s refreshing and can clear your head a bit.
I think clutter definitely plays a part in feeling uneasy, though.
Hope you’re feeling better! =)
Reply to muckingaboutyeah, i agree. a walk outside or just a drive around the neighborhood (provided there’s no traffic) is great. I should have done that yesterday.
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