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i guess D made a little too much noise… or J had a nightmare, who knows. but here I am. J wouldn’t stop crying since D went to work. ugh! I don’t know how i’m gonna function at work later.

so it’s my birthday ‘today’ and so far the only happy birthday’s i’ve gotten are from 3 different forums i’m a member of. Automagic emails, of course. no real people. (i’m feeling quite negatory, if you can’t tell) maybe b eing up at 2am has somethign to do with it.

… is coming up. the fam threw a little shindig for me and my gmother yesterday. I wasnt’ going to go but as soon as i called to say i’m not coming, my gmother sounded so chipper and said “we’ll we’re waiting for you “.. *sigh* so i went. got there real late and everybody was gone by then so J and I just hung out with them for a while till 10pm. On the 10th, my gmother will be turning 88, and i’ll be turning 33. Yay for growing old.

i didnt’ go anywhere last night. instead i played with my new cell phone till 5 am. that and stress/anxiety kept me up all night. Anxiety is not my friend. but surprisingly i’m not tired today. I’ll prolly do more of the same tonight and save the movie bit for sunday night. it’s my birthday in 7 days and my fam is holding a mini party for my gmother (and me i guess) on saturday . we have the same birthday. btw, my gmother’s doing sooooooo much better now.

anyways, that be it for 2day.