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Dennis and a couple other co-workers are switching their schedules around. In the end of it all, D will end up on 2nd shift. WHICH IS WONDERFUL!! This is a great change for us and we’ll be able to have some kind of a life again.

This means that he’ll be able to sleep at NIGHT and we’ll have the same days off again FINALLY. I’ll have to move my shift up 2 hours to make it work. Too bad eric isn’t here to approve the shift change for me but I’m sure he’ll be OK with it. He already told me long time ago that he and other Eric would be flexible with us, so I’m sure it’ll be ok.. I’ll still talk to Fred anyway tho. I’m basically just switching back to the schedule I had before D got the job at NT which is the TRUE hours for a 1st shifter anyway. This starts next week for us after the weekend. It won’t be fun getting up at 6 am but I’ve done it before so it’s no big deal.

So, let’s see… I’ll have to be up at 6am, I won’t have to worry about getting J up anymore and draggin her in to work with me which is fantasmic! D will bring her in a 3pm, though, and then i leave with her and do whatever. So we’ll be doing the baby swap 5 days a week instead of 3. eeesh.. just realized this as i was typing. oh well, we gotta do what we gotta do. Once we buy a mini-van we’ll be swapping cars too so the swap will be quicker than it is now. Gotta figure out what we’ll do on meeting days. mine is at 3, his is at 4. so now i’m the one who’s gotta figure out what to do about the meetings. He’ll be on shift for his now so no worries there. maybe he’ll have to keep her an extra hour and come in late on those days.. Or I’ll have to leave early so I can phone in from home. we’ll figure it out.

It’s going to be nice having a longer evening now cuz I can try to find something to do with J outside of the house for a change. I dunno what we’ll do but I’m going to try to find something like a play group or gymnastics or swimming or something.

In other news, i’m having one of “those” days today. Almost the kind of day that has kept me from coming in to work before.. It started out happy because of the shift change news, but 10 minutes into my day and now I’m feeling moody and don’t know why. feeling ‘down’.

I had another dream last night, a pretty shitty dream. This one was about adoption again but I don’t remember specifics this time.. I’m not even going to try to figure out what my problem with adoption stems from today. Maybe the mood shift had something to do with the dream, maybe it’s from feeling ‘detached’ with other parts of my life, i dunno. i don’t care. If there’s such a thing as reincarnation, i must have been a mother who put their kid up for adoption in a previous life. LOL!

anyways, I wanna have me some coffee to feel better but i’ve been trying to cut down. Well half a cup can’t hurt, right? I gotta tie up some sentinel loose ends today so i gotta get to work and stop slacking. sigh…. Damn, I’m getting tired of working on this servmon shit. I feel like I own it so much that I take it personal when people fuck with it, but I’m feeling detached from all other things with my job. alright alright.. time to get coffee. laterz..