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so I passed by the daycare yesterday again to drop off the registration deposit to get J’s name on the waiting list. I’m glad someone else was there who could tell me how long the wait might be. She said 4-5 weeks which is a way shorter wait than what I had presumed.

So.. daycare… 2 days a week will cost us $70/week ~ $280/month. I told Dennis this was like a freakin’ car payment! This just kills me. Can you imagine if we had to put her in daycare FULL time. ?!?! yup. it would be 150 per week. 600 per month. How in the hell can people afford that shit!?!?

thing is we don’t have to put her in daycare. But I just think she needs it so bad. To get away from us, there are benefits to us too.. sigh..

hurricane hubby-of-mine is looking pretty ominous. Already a cat 4 and coming our way. should be here (or passing us) tomorrow night. eeeep!!

so i watched about 5 hours of bbc live news over the internet today. fucken terrorists piss me he fuck off. fucking selfish asswipes! I went thru a whole gammit of emotions on 9/11 but never anger. who knows why. Today, on the other hand, for some reason that’s about all i felt.

so, in other less serious news… c1 is a wash , i think, even tho af hasn’t arrived yet. I’m just not ‘feeling’ it. not to mention I took 4 hpt’s and all are bfn. So I’ve started lurking and posting on DIA. Someone pointed out my horoscope for July is very favorable (even tho i don’t really believe in that stuff). It’s still nice to know something is pulling for me even if just a horoscope prediction. oh crap! I wonder of nasa fucked me up by crashing their shit into that comet. damn