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I went to the mall again yesterday. Spent too much again, but I NEVER spend money on clothes or shoes so I shouldn’t feel so guilty about it, dammit! Got J a pair of sketchers shoes. Size 8 1/2. I can’t believe she’s already a size 8. UNreal! She got big feet!

Someone at the Gymboree said to me that she looks older than 23 months. I said “yeah, I know, she’s tall for her age” then she said “no, it’s not just that. Her face looks more mature than 2″. That’s the second person who told me that. The first was at the daycare when one of the receptionists said that she looks 3 or 4. Jeez, really?! I never thought she looked THAT much older than 2. I wished she didn’t, tho. I always looked older growing up too. Got my boobs at 10-11, got my period at 11. Was always ’shaplier’ and taller than everyone else all through grade school.

I wonder if this will also how J will be. I always saw that as a hinderance. I hated being taller and more developed than all the other kids. I thought I was going to be way taller as an adult, but I’m not. I just hope she doesn’t get scoliosis! It is passed on from mother to daughter ..
Ok, well, i traded in my new size 9.5 sketchers for size 10 cuz they were too small. Since when am i a freaken 10 anyway? my god!! I compared the 10’s to my new balance 9.5’s and they’re exactly the same. OK, so i’m not going nutso.

I had fun walking around and buying stuff. As long as I kept refilling J’s supply of cheerios, she was happy. I got new bras & underwear , couple thingies for J, new purse for moi, & couple other things i can’t remember right now.

OOOH!! I forgot to mention my derm visit yesterday. So this dermatologist says to me the same thing the derm from 2 years ago said. That what I got is t.v. (Tinea Versicolor - finally got the name down) it’s a fungus caused by a yeast called Pityrosporum Orbiculare. yyyyeah. So I looked online for picks but all the ones i’ve seen are white spots, not dark like mine. Of course versicolor means that it can be different colors. I’m going to get my Rx filled for the cream and use it so we’ll see if it works. I still want to try this anti-candida diet tho, cuz i eat too much sugar and tv is a yeast too.

OH, and I asked about ketones online. This diet is unlike atkins in that it allows for complex carbs so I should be fine even if I did follow it to the letter… which i doubt I will. I am going to give the protein shakes a try. They’re supposed to curb sugar cravings.