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Today is Jada’s first day of daycare. It was exciting getting stuff ready and she was in good spirits despite having gotten her up so early. I wasn’t going to go because I’m sick and didn’t want to spread my germs there but I just had to go with Dennis to take her. She walked right in without any fuss, while another little boy there was very cautious and shy and wouldn’t walk through the door. She just blazed right by him and into the door immediatly playing with toys and interacting with the kids and the adults. LOL! The lady who openned the classroom door said something like “yeah, she’ll have no problems”.

But then I get home to a quiet, calm house and I just don’t feel right. I miss her so much. I put on the teletubbies which was not the best of ideas. I just burst into tears with the openning song. I miss my baby!! I think i’ll be picking her up at around 3 today.

I sure hope she doesn’t catch my cold though. The last 2 days for me have been really shitty. I thought it was a headcold, but it was more than that at night. i think. But thankfully it’s been going quickly. I don’t feel so miserable today anymore but my cough is just gross to listen to. my lungs are full of nastiness and I think I’ll be that way for another week. This stage of a cold always takes forever to clear up for me.