Monthly Archive for March, 2006

I pee when I caugh.

Yep, you read right. I’m sitting here on the couch in my underwear (I can’t stand to be dressed at home, TOO HOT) and wedged in my skivvies is a mountain of paper. LOL! maybe i should just wear some depends or something. I hope this couch doesn’t get ruined. Goddam, I have head cold #5. I’ve really lost count actually.. so i dunno of it’s #5 or 6. and I’m caughing up a storm, sneezing a lot too. and sometimes I just get tired of going to the can so I hold it a while. But that can get dangerous… hence the mountain of paper.

Anyways……

I’ve been staying up till 1 a lot. sometimes 2. I can’t help it. I fell asleep on the couch for almost 2 hours this evening waking up every 30 minutes to having the remote shoved in my face and Jada saying “Hi-5?” I hate just putting tv on for her just to keep her out of trouble but I just HAD to sleep because I was feeling sooo so bad. I’ve been really tired during the day this week. today I managed to stay awake the whole day at work, but many times I was fixing stuff while my eyes were glazing over and drifting. I’m lucky I didn’t break anything. I guess being sick is the cause. well maybe pregnancy too but I didn’t feel so sleepy or tired this entire pregnancy like I did with J. thank gawd!! so why now? it’s got to be the head cold. or both, who the hell knows.

Wow, it’s been a while since I posted.

I went to my now weekly visit to my obgyn appointment today and finally got my first internal exam in months. It hurt like a mother fucker. But I got to finally know the state of my cervix. It’s 1.5 cm dialated and 50% effaced. I guess this just means I’m close, but I knew that anyway considering I’m 36.4 weeks preggo already. She did a group B strep test which is the last test I needed done.

I washed ALL J’s old baby clothes this weekend. Tomorrow I have to do more laundry but I want to pack the hospital bag and have that at the ready. I keep having this fear that I will go into labor and not have anything ready . even had a bad dream about it the other night.