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So I got my wish. my doc wrote me a quick note saying I’ve been “instructed to stop working” … or something like that. LOL!

I can’t believe I’m 4cm dilated. He said I will most likely deliver before next week but wants me to have a u/s to see baby size so I have one scheduled for tomorrow morning. I still think whatever estimate the baby gets for weight is useless because their estimates can be off by 20%. but whatever, at least I get to see this baby again before she’s born!

I have also reached 200 lbs. yowzers! I feel heavy; my ass makes a big dent on our couch but damn! having reached 200 is like some kind of victory because I don’t think I’ve ever been this heavy before. I don’t know why I see it as a victory, though. Maybe I’ve lost my mind!

Anyways… I have a few key things I want to complete before the baby is born and I hope I can get it all done. we’ll see. I feel like i’m in a holding pattern.