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Day 4. Has it really been 4 days already? OK, time is flying too fast now. I’m beginning to worry that the house isn’t showing four days of work. For four days, things are not looking as good as I had hoped they would at this point. I’m still fucken dealing with laundry for christ sake and I still have two bathrooms to clean and three bedrooms. They are all just as bad.

Laundry pretty much came to a standstill after I picked Jada up from daycare yesterday so all I’ve been doing aside from everything else has been putting away all the folded laundry. “Everything else” has been feeding Maya twice, Jada once and then giving her a snack, changing both their clothes and Maya’s diaper twice, and brushing teeth. I must have spent a good hour total feeding Maya. Goddamn that girl has been HUNgry today! Now I’m sitting next to two new loads of clean stuff. Oh! and that carboard box of clothes too. I keep forgetting about that one. I have a load in the dryer. That’s it. I still need to wash all my bedding but that’s not such a big deal. I think I should really make a plan now tho. A bath/room a day or something like that and squeeze in whatever else I can do between “everything else”.

At some point I also need to send out xmas cards, photos to my mother in law (I feel so horrible I haven’t done that yet), and order one more gift online. I gotta do that last one NOW! or it won’t get here in time!

So much for plans. I was going to take the kids to the park every day, walk around the mall, etc, etc.. I just couldn’t do all that with this house, and my stress level, the way it’s been. I keep thinking that if I was a sahm (stay at home mom) I would be a way happier person and so would everybody else. I could keep the house clean, spend more time with the kids, have more patience to spend time with the kids, plan weekend outings, and hence have a bigger libido. LOL!

I wonder if my husband would agree to a smaller income for all that.