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First, I turned off comments on this blog because all I get is spam these days and I got tired of deleting them. Whenever I get the urge I may look into my spam control and see why it’s not working like it should but for right now, I don’t give a shit.

Today was a day full of frustrations. It started out with my getting pissed off at those of you out there who have nothing better to do than to hack sites. Fuck you, you fucking basturds! That frustration turned into a headache. Two pain pills and a couple hours later, my angst melted away and turned to excitement when I started playing with a wiki. But then it went right back back to frustration and being pissed.

I think I’ll make my own damned wiki so I can play with it all the fuck I want. Goddammit. So much for trying to be proactive and helpful. Being a lazy ass is a lot easier because you just don’t give a shit about anything. I put a ton of effort into trying to CARE about things and then get crushed and beat down too easily.

FUCK.

Maybe I’ve grown too dependent on my damned “happy” pills. Those fucking “I care a bit more now” pills. But sometimes all they do is lift you up just enough for someone or something to slam you right back the fuck down.

Now I’m home and snapping at my kids. It’s the weekend but instead of looking ahead, and cleaning up a bit around this damned pig sty, I’m sitting here at this fucken laptop typing up a fucking rant about my fucking job and my fucking life. I just want to scream and say at the top of my lungs…

FUCK YOU! FUUCK YOUUUU!!