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It’s been so hard to snap back in the last 2 days.  I’m beginning to wonder if I should call the happy pills lady and ask for a dose increase.   All my motivation has been zapped and I’m struggling to rebuild it.  It’s harder today than it had been in the past few weeks.

So I wonder if I’m still not un-depressed enough.

But anyway, today is a slow work day and I really need to get a couple things moving with my projects and if I don’t start, I’m going to get more down & out.  I’ve done enough dawdling for one morning.

I’m going to try to re-motivate myself. I think a call to the pillz lady might not be a bad idea…  but I’m going to wait a couple days…

We’ll see.

Jada: Looking at Appa’s leftover flap where his nutts used to live “Ooh, look at that mommy.  It’s all red.”

Me: “Yea that’s from his operation.”

Jada: “You mean the one so he doesn’t make any babies?”

Me: “Yea.  There’s too many puppies around that nobody wants so we can’t make anymore babies.  Bullet had the same operation too.”

Jada starts thinking really hard about something and then …

Jada: “Who’s that guy you said made the animals and the grass and all the stuff?”

Me: I had only mentioned god once to her so I was surprised… “You mean God?”

Jada: “Yea.  How did he make all that stuff?”

Me: Completely unversed in this god stuff but not wanting to say something wrong..  “he just said ‘let there be dogs’ and there were dogs.  and ‘let there be cats’ and there was cats.”

I think she was trying compare how dogs make a baby with a flap (and she doesn’t know about sex yet) and how “that guy” made animals out of thin air. In other words, she was trying to put a square peg into a round hole.  I’ll have to ask her what her Jada logic has decided on.