Harder than usual

It’s been so hard to snap back in the last 2 days.  I’m beginning to wonder if I should call the happy pills lady and ask for a dose increase.   All my motivation has been zapped and I’m struggling to rebuild it.  It’s harder today than it had been in the past few weeks.

So I wonder if I’m still not un-depressed enough.

But anyway, today is a slow work day and I really need to get a couple things moving with my projects and if I don’t start, I’m going to get more down & out.  I’ve done enough dawdling for one morning.

I’m going to try to re-motivate myself. I think a call to the pillz lady might not be a bad idea…  but I’m going to wait a couple days…

We’ll see.