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.. And I have this urge to clean right now.. You’d think I was pregnant and nesting or something. But I’m just to lazy to start.

As for my blog, I had to jump thru a few hoops to get it working. php4 -> php5 obviously not always a smooth transition. But it’s working finally.

In other news. I have a visit with the head doctor in 3 hours. I always seem to find some way to be a nervous, self-concious wreck when I have an appointment with her. Not sleeping is a great way to do that too. This is supposed to be my last appointment with her. I know she’s going to ask if we’ve called any of those therapists for Jada. And I’m going to have to say no. But I need a refill for my meds so I can’t not go.

I’m tired of taking them too. I want to stop using them because it’s beginning to feel like I take a placebo every morning. Some fake drug to trick me into being positive. Problem is, I sortof did stop taking them during my vacation and it came back to bite me later. I guess I need to swallow my pride (if that’s what it is) and keep taking those fuckers for a while.